Ok, I feel so much better since publishing this post. Thanks for everyone's advice and emails, and thanks for your advice Becca, it might not been have what I wanted to hear at the time but I really think it was some good advice. I feel a new swing in my step again and feel like I'm headed down the right path once again. I have realized that the choice I needed to make was no choice at all. Whatever will happen, I must let it happen, and whatever doesn't happen won't happen. I can't pick and choose, I cannot drive this car any longer as that is what always kept me so stressed out before. It drives itself now, all I do is occasionally look at the road to make sure I'm still on it (literally sometimes, haha). My life has taken on many new stressors though with all the work I am doing on the internet, however, this seems to be the most enjoyable part of my life that I have found to date. I believe this is one of the main things that has been missing from my life since the very begginning. Well, I must really go now as I have more design work to do on other sites at the moment. Everyone, stay strong and things will go your way eventually as long as you try your best. That's my advice for the day.
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
Ok, I feel so much better since publishing this post. Thanks for everyone's advice and emails, and thanks for your advice Becca, it might not been have what I wanted to hear at the time but I really think it was some good advice. I feel a new swing in my step again and feel like I'm headed down the right path once again. I have realized that the choice I needed to make was no choice at all. Whatever will happen, I must let it happen, and whatever doesn't happen won't happen. I can't pick and choose, I cannot drive this car any longer as that is what always kept me so stressed out before. It drives itself now, all I do is occasionally look at the road to make sure I'm still on it (literally sometimes, haha). My life has taken on many new stressors though with all the work I am doing on the internet, however, this seems to be the most enjoyable part of my life that I have found to date. I believe this is one of the main things that has been missing from my life since the very begginning. Well, I must really go now as I have more design work to do on other sites at the moment. Everyone, stay strong and things will go your way eventually as long as you try your best. That's my advice for the day.