That is about all I can say at this point I think i is wow. I am sitting here in front of my computer too dumbfounded to be able to think of what the heck I am supposed to do now. I am supposed to be the one giving out advice???? I am having my own love life issues at the moment. These issues at the present time are really just too much too get into to really do this I would have to go into a complete life history of what has happened on everything before I ever got onto the internet. But, here is a short run down of what is occurring in my personal life, all internet life aside. I have an ex-wife, who I actually believe has been emailng me for advice on her relationship, which is strange in itself. I have two little girls with her, and I see them every other weekend. I am not sure myself right now if I should try to get back together with her or not. Ok, now we enter #2 into the equation, which is the girl I started dating right after I got divorced. We both were addicts and did a lot of drugs together, and I believe maybe this is why we seem to be so connected. Sometime after my failed suicide attempt after I wrecked her car when I was too messed up to drive, she began seeing a guy named Tom. Not me. Her Dad put a restraining order against me because she was only 17 at the time and I was 24 he was able to do this since she was still considered a minor however she did not want it. But she was lonely, and kept seeing Tom. I do not want to use to many real names here cause I am not real sure about what the laws are related to blogging and the internet right now, and really I don't want to get sued by anyone. Ok so this restraining order was brought into effect last november. The whole thing was ridiculous because I never would have hurt her or anything like that, and honestly I just think her family was trying to look out for what was best for her, however, I'm not sure if it was best for her or not. Now as of this post, I have not seen her for around 4 or 5 months and I see her now last night. The whole thing seems like it should be the script of a movie. We sit outside on my front porch and just hold each other for about an hour, we both have changed, but both are still the same. Naturally, I am not sure what to do about any of these things anymore. On top of all this I have recently met another girl on the internet who I may go see that lives in Missouri, and have never met her before. So needless to say, I am very confused at this point in my life. I am not sure which direction to take, whichwill be the right path, who should I choose what should I do? Becca, I hope you read this and can give me some insight of your opinion. I am truly lost at the moment. All of the confusion on the internet aside, I am confused right here in my own personal love life. Do I go back with my ex wife and try to have a family again after she cheated on me and completely destroyed my heart?? What of my other ex who I have such strong feelings for but is currently engaged?? She says she is only with him because she can't be with me right now, which is true as she lives quite a ways away from me now. And throw into this mess the girl I have been chatting with on the internet who I would like to meet and we seem to really get along too. I am not sure what to do at all. I am lost. Anyone, feel free to post if you have any comments as to how I can resolve this situation.
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